It feels like every alarm
in the house has gone off
and that I just want to break it
I don’t want to listen to a second of it
or look at it trying to find out what
made it go off
I wish I would not feel the insecurity
That it did not exist
If I could I would
break it into pieces
and eventually this is what I try to do
when I cut them from my life
Erase their numbers
Delete the messages
Take away any reminders
of the uncertainty that was passed from
you to me
and then back again
My Maddy Travel 