Honesty

I’ll be honest I ran away

The beautiful island

Sometimes I look at this land The rainforest The cliffs and the mountains and wonder how it’s possible That something…

It was a decision based on fear So naturally I ended up regretting it

And I just want to lose myself in manicures and drown this vulnerability in material self indulgence so I don’t…

I get out of bed to watch her and just as I step out I get a glimpse of her…

I can’t wait to see the jaguars I know they are there waiting for me too Black Majestic and as…

And I go into the jungle and look up at the stars hear the waterfall somewhere hidden among the trees…

It’s one of those particularly shitty days Where I just want to be by myself Sit outside Smell the sea…

I pull us aside So we can become Kinder Nicer More gentle harmonious people

I’d rather not care then be there Playing games Calling you names I’m no saint Unaware of my own blame…